Just a definition and in my point of view, the phase Solutions is the phase in which I have to be more practical in applying the preparations. I started 2 weeks ago attending almost ALL my lectures and sections; I have to admit this was HARSH! because I had to wake up everyday at 8:00 AM which usually doesn’t happen a lot, because in most cases I have to stay awake at night finishing some work here and there.

Jumping to Work, I had to stop “Working” till the end of the exams, as I have decided to get more to my books which I found in a really SHINY situation! That doesn’t mean that I won’t continue checking my mail, administrating and managing depiak and replying my clients for technical issues, it just means that I won’t start working on ANY projects nowadays till the end of the exams when I have REALLY hard plan for my vacation in-sha2-Allah.

Till now, we started to solve 2 of the problems which are “College” and “Work”, and I have to tell that for the first one I can say that I got succeeded for 90% and the other one for 75%. Although I dun like the result of the second one but I’m between my addiction to work and the must of being not able to work; so I’m somehow satisfied with such results.

Now the weight problem, - Ba7ebak ya Kamasheto wallahi -, “Solving” this problem needs “a lot” of will, I started diet 3 weeks ago, I have lost almost 4 KILOS. Not satisfied at all, as I know that I can lose 5 Kilos/Week, but for some reasons I didn’t have this rate recently; so I started some aerobics here at home - it really gives you a GREAT feeling btw considering mood -, I have that Static Wheel, it tells me when I work for 10 Minutes that this equals running for 3 Kms and I think the rate is gonna be much better soon. Although I didn’t loose much weight, but my clothes started to fit again, one fact about diet, you dun have to loose weight as much as it’s important to shape your body in a good way, and I think this started to appear. Let’s give it 70%.

Spiritually, I started to concentrate more in my prayers. I also started reading Qur’an, not The rate I intend to have but soon this will be fixed as I “need” to get more near to Allah, I really need this step. I can’t say I have failed in this step, but I didn’t get the result I want. I think by my next post, which will be about the results, I will have a very good Percentage value for this one.

Time Management, ummm, yeah, this is better now, I can stay with my AnGel, I have time to study, although I dun use it well, time to check my mail and do some stuff on the net, I attend my lectures. This is a good step I can give it 80%.

All the %s are not yet final, as I mentioned wait for my results post, by then I will be able to publish my final results. Sure they will be built on the concept of “Self Satisfaction”. I may ask others to give me feedback about if they have noticed any change. I trust my AnGel and my Mother and absolutely they will tell me the truth, biko and psycho for sure, my colleagues may be and in the end I will come up with the results. I have to tell, results take some time, and they are considered as long term issue, but I know that I can have fast but reliable change in my life; Sea Change.

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We have only 3 weeks ta2rebn before our final exams, and I almost know nothing about my subjects..I should be studying them now, but instead I’m studying “java SL 110”!

I really dun feel I wanna study, and I’m in a bad mood these days, because of something I did without thinking about… It’s that fight between what you really want, and what you should do…It’s so hard when the two things are two opposites, it’s like fighting yourself, and in both cases I dun feel good..

When u feel you can’t be beside people you care about when they need you..When you can’t find words to tell them what you feel or what u’re thinking about…when you feel you just wanna cry and dun let anybody see you like this, and just let them see you smiling…when you feel you can do just nothing…that’s what I feel now, may be more…

Hope things will be ok soon, as I feel so tired and I can’t take it any more…

I had to be in bed 4 hours ago! I saw Grey’s Anatomy, I didn’t even watch it as I used to because I was busy with something NOISY!

For the same reason, I stayed awake all night and at last I found that it’s the client server’s small buffering memory size. AAAANYYWAAAY, 3ala ra2y kamasheto, I’m awake and rockin’ :S , I’m in a bad need to sleep but I have to be in the college after 3 hours! , WHAT A MESS!..so I think I’m gonna stay awake till then, cause if I just got close to bed I will sleep before just putting my body there.

I thought I might come here, wasting 10 minutes. So now, they are 2:50 before being in the college :D. Me7tag anam ana

In my last post, I mentioned that I will tell you about some solutions I came up with, but solutions really take time to be clear, handy and achieving. So let me first state some preparations I have taken trying to solve the problems mentioned in that post.

This week is a transition between the problems and solutions, I wanna call it preparations.

Considering College, I have some good news, el-7amdolelah ana nege7t ana w Eman, w el-7amdolelah I’m very satisfied with our results, May Allah help us in the 2nd semester. I mentioned this because really it encouraged me to do more and more, study harder. This week I started to attend some lectures here and there, sections, and I have to mention that the first section I tried to attend the tutor didn’t come , but I found another one to attend. For sure I didn’t keep up with all lectures in the morning especially those which were at 8:30s, but I have to tell that I really tried hard.

I have to be sure of the fact that I won’t change anything considering being a student, it’s hard to change, all I have to do it to deal with it. So i’m trying my best.

Work, I concentrated more in some issues that needed a fix, like depiak’s website, I have almost re-installed the system, added a very cool theme - even if it was just for me -, added some modules and it look great now, you can have a look here. Considering other work, I have to stop it now, because I have mid-term exams’ week starting from next Saturday till Thursday, so I have to concentrate more and more in my subjects, especially in this period, because it really affects a lot if you solved some problems in a mid-term exam for a subject and solved nothing in the final exam! So I think I will start work again on next Friday in-sha2-Allah.

Weight, till now I can say that I’m over weight, but in the preparations week, I started some decisions like not having double breakfast, one at home and another in the college, I’m trying to have few amount of food on lunch, and some times I dun have dinner. But I have also to say, that this problem still exists and I’m trying to figure out how I will solve it in the next week during the mid-term exams, it REALLY needs will, because mental activity pushes you to eat. I think you know what I’m talking about.

Spiritually, I have bought two Qur2an books, pocket ones for me and my AnGel, I still didn’t start reading, but soon I will, I know I will, and for sure I will. - ha2ra qur2an, ha2ra qur2an, ha2ra qur2an -. Also Marwa gave me some hand-outs as she said, really appreciating this, and I have found some of them really interesting so I will try to find “Books” about some issues that I wanna know more about. ya Rab.

Time management, on the same day I bought the Qur2an books, I bought a small notebook, in which I’m trying to keep track of things I do in my day, going to the college, sleeping, studying - My AnGel, really helped me a lot in this.. -. I have to say, that I failed totally in this, but this was a result of a lot of stuff, like the first term results, depiak, and trying to know my situation in the college. So, I think starting from the week after the next one, I will have more organized time schedule to follow. - Next week is mid-terms, and this is a special case and you can’t build your solutions on special cases -. I also found some good materials about time management on my PC, so I will starts reviewing them, to know some tips which I think they will help me in my plan.

About other problems, I can’t find any now el-7amdolelah for that too.

Conclusion, defining problems, starting to think about how to solve them, steps we learned in philosophy I think in the secondary stage, I’ve accomplished the first phase successfully, and now I’m in the second one. Till I reach the phase where “Solutions” are defined, which is the third phase, I think I need time, so keep yourself updated, Just in case, and nobody knows