Situation and a word
Woke up at 02:30AM, I was supposed to eat anything, then to start studying after finishing one of two projects I’m working on. 04:45AM, I have finished the project, ate some cookies with a cup of tea, but..there is something missing, something I was supposed to do and I didn’t..ummm.. 06:34, STUDYING! :wtf: , I studied NOTHING?!, I didn’t even get away from the PC. Here and there, my blog, visiting some web sites, just playing around and wasting some time, how am I supposed to success this way?! Always worried, obviously, no studying, how shall I wait for any output?!..I’m really ANGRY of myself now!!
A visit to the doctor the day before yesterday, trying to figure out why I have a continuous flu since I was 7 years old, when he answered that I have “Sensitivity” from some materials and I have to do some tests. Went to the hospital the day after, and again :wtf: . why do I have to ask the nurse- miss - the same question 5 times just to have an answer and I wonder if it was the right one!..and if I’m gonna ask her another one just after her answer, I will need to repeat this one 5 times too :S ..Dealing with Government Hospitals is TOO difficult, I had to go to the chemist and back to the testing lab for almost 3 times just for a code number! What if I’m an old man, who needs a holder just to walk to the next room?!..what will be the situation?! more difficult I think, ha?..”El Nas ba2et betko7 torab“! :S HOW LONG WILL THE SITUATION STAY THIS WAY?! and what will be “OUR” situation in the next 20 years for example?!


