Messy Life

Post by: bingorabbit
Published on November 1st, 2007
Filed under: in.words

Armik, a soundtrack I do love, playing in the background, after getting back home from Amr’s Engagement party – Congratulations Pal, from all my heart, wishing you happiness, real one! -, I hurried cause I didn’t feel so good, I didn’t even salute my friends, I just went. Alone walking in the street, looking at faces that’s not in front of me, just in my mind, thinking about my life, my messy life!. I needed to talk about a lot of things, really a lot, but from deep inside something pushes me to stop, switching the PC off and running to my bed, escaping in a long nap, a very long one. Congratulations, thoughts and smiles everywhere and deep inside it’s not the same I thought of before. I thought it’s gonna be easy, everything will be just fine, but no, everything is in the reverse order. A strategy I really hate “Say whatever you wanna say, and our opinion will be the approved one!”, then what, till then I will have to accept that.

Thinking about right or wrong again, yeah, but in another way this time, have you ever been blamed for some right things you have done?! People getting upset of these right stuff as it can’t be like this and it’s not your right to do such right things for them?!

College, CairoIT and a lot of other stuff, decisions that have to be made but I can’t even think about them. When I try to do so, other stuff mess out and I can’t complete..

Messy life..

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11 Responses to “Messy Life”

  1. kamasheto says:
    November 2, 2007 at 5:23 PM

    You guys are starting to worry me *thinking*

    You should get things straight first before judging overall on something. If somethings’ bothering you you should get it off your chest before blaming everything else for it ey?

    enta kwayes, I always think =p

    Keep it colourful, it only happens once =p God bless.

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  2. bingorabbit says:
    November 2, 2007 at 6:44 PM

    a good theory your have mentioned here, but when suddenly everything breaks down after being up and up?!..

    it’s a sudden situation, and trust me, it just needs some faith and more understanding to stuff, we have to admit it when we reach it, “understanding nothing”, then we will really get over it and everything is going to be better than before, with a try to understand.

    With my mother in my life, the one with my AnGel who always support me – El-7amdolelah -, things become so different when it gets up side down.

    Thanks Bro :), missing you btw :)

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  3. kamasheto says:
    November 3, 2007 at 2:07 PM

    Heh, it’s all about those special people in our life ey?

    rabena ye7`alehomlak =)

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  4. El sayed Gamal says:
    November 9, 2007 at 12:11 PM

    :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:
    Rbna y5alehomlak :)

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  5. kamasheto says:
    November 10, 2007 at 3:02 AM

    o.O wad, where’s the cairoit post?

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  6. DIna says:
    January 16, 2008 at 3:15 AM

    look bingo
    i know i’m in u r shoe , but i happen to have a huge expertise about things that can go wrong and mess ur whole life,and have everyone blaming u 4 the right choices that u have made..
    but i’ve come to believe in “no regrets” and after beig patient and believing in ur self and the choices that u made were the right onez even if it does’t seem that way,sometimes my parents blame me 4 t choices i’ve made but i swear to god ya bingo that i’ve never felt any better we en someway or another u’ll see that u did the right thing so will ur parents and things’ll be okay and u’ll have ur time,u dunno how did i feel that special day i was touched and i do wish them the best,the are my favourite couple btw,bas kan fe keda enta 3aref howa el e7sas elly beyegy le el nas lama 7aga 7elwa te7sal le 7ad w yeb2a nefsak enta kaman ye7salak 7aga 7elwa fe 7ayataak esecially after that u have been so patient and u’ve waited so long someday it’ll work out and ur life would be just perfect and u would say i’ve never felt better just like i do now,we azon ana wenta 3arfeeen el yom da hayeb2a anhyyy yom,i guess yom mateb2a makan 3amr..
    begad ya bingo u r a gr8 guy and i do wish u the best i wish that ur life would settle down , u r lucky to have Your angel by u r side to support u.. begad rabbena ma3ako..

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  7. bingorabbit says:
    January 16, 2008 at 3:21 AM

    Such comments give me a push wallahi :) , u dunnu y3ny, howa youmha bas kan 7asal mawkef keda makansh nefsy ye7sal, la2en kan nefsy fi 7agat tanya 5ales :D

    bas akeed met3awada isA, zay manty bet2oli : youmha :)

    You are a gr8 person ya Dina wallahi, such character can’t be found these days :) , thanks for passing by :)

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  8. DIna says:
    January 17, 2008 at 2:20 AM

    look ya bingo
    as u know
    i’ve been thru alot
    life have tought me something
    that really kept me going we el comment beta3ak da made me sure that im on the right track..
    enno mahma 7asal u have to go on,keep giving and one day u’ll get back.. we rabbena hay3awadak we yedelak a7san men elly ra7 mennak million marra we met3awada ya seedy eb2a elli enta 3ayzo e3melllo fe fara7i ana :oops:
    i wanna have everyone who was there 4 me and everyone one who cares about me in that special day,i hope soon insh2allah.. :oops:

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  9. bingorabbit says:
    January 17, 2008 at 2:40 AM

    Soon in sha2 Allah ya Dina :)

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  10. DIna says:
    January 23, 2008 at 10:15 PM

    well that day sure will come isa but that’s not what matters,what matters the most when that day comez ya bingo is who you’ll standing beside.. :wink:

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  11. bingorabbit says:
    January 23, 2008 at 11:09 PM

    that really goes back to you ;)

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