A special meaning, Caring, definition, when you care for someone, is when you really like to see him the happiest, to always wishing him the best, being worried about things that may trouble or block his way or his life. Caring, it’s really a meaning that has to be defined..again..

Everyone of us, has his life, when his life is fine, any other thing matters no more, just a word to say..

It’s all words that have to be re-defined being taken good care of ..

Tough days, I have been through last week, really hard ones, organizing for CAT Scope 7 , being someone who is resposible for such event, makes you busy all time, exhausted too. At the end of your day, you need a cheer up word, but though, other stuff you find..

Talking that way..It’s not me who deserves all that..YES!, it’s not me..Another word has to be said..

Being worried, always, for whom I love and take care of, for the first time it’s not the same, a result that I didn’t expect.

Looking at the white envelope, it’s not tasty like the first time - The Unix Course - but it has another taste - php badal el unix - , Thanks Allah, you know,

But again, that word, rocks my brain..mind destruction, I may call..

Happy feast for all, wishing that Allah has forgiven all of our misdeeds, I really hope so..ya Rab..

Happy feast AnGel, my sweetheart, 3o2bal kol sana we7na ma3a b3d dayman ya Rab :).

Sometimes, you wish that you can express what u really feel, but suddenly, you find something like this, that describes every single feeling inside, but all in one!..
One man’s dream is a soft one, Yanni, so it has to be, and when it comes to me, it touches my inner soul, sending me up there, to have a different view to things..

Yes, I have never been better than this, Thank you, thank you and if a word has to be said it will be thank you. You got me out of that horrible mood, you made life that white again and drew the smile on my face. I thank Allah that you are here, really you are a present that I have dreamed of and always wished to have. May Allah always bless you for me and always allow me to keep you happy and safe as you always do for me.

Everyday passes, I get more sure that you are the one, and I pray to Allah more and more to spend all my life beside you….Amin

Again and again, when you feel that you are the reason of all troubles for people around. Sure you don’t mean that, but suddenly you feel so, when all stuff has a relation in a way or another with your name, or when you cause pain for people close to you and whom you really love. For a while, people close to me say that I’ve changed and I’m not the one I used to be, believe it or not, I miss my old me. For a reason I don’t know, yes, I have changed. Mood, thinking, being responsible for a lot of things, reasons or ways of change, I don’t know, all related together.

Where are your jokes? your active soul?!!

Your smile isn’t the same like before !

Suddenly I felt that life is too hard, and I need to rest for while. With my AnGel beside, a quiet place, listening to soft music, mocha and relaxing till I become the one I used to be again.

I felt that I’m really tired and when I started to story why, I got all people around in bad mood, headache and troubles. So, I decided not to do the same thing again, keep it yourself, let the change be a real one, or get back to your real character. A lot of times, I thought that I’m not like any one else in facing troubles. Keeping silence, keeping the trouble beside and looking for something that may gets me out of it, that was old me. Now I don’t forget, I keep it in mind, thinking about it more and more every minute. Yes, that’s how I have changed, now I figured it out, thinking more than before, seeing stuff from other points of view, a lot of them, plenty of them. I heard that before, but I didn’t admit it, I said “Hodoo2″

When you feel that you made something wrong, apologize , so..”Sorry..”!