Once you have realized your failure in learning something, that has to give you another push to start from the beginning, a teacher of mine, once told me:

Whenever you solve a problem in a wrong manner, you have to start solving it from the first beginning, don’t try to search for your mistake!

Sometimes, that works perfectly, but other times, when you know your mistake but you just keep on!..FOOL!..

I will start to learn PHP from the beginning, I have to improve my skills more..cause I suddenly felt that I have no basis to rely on. It’s a major step that has to be taken, as seems that there will be no chance here in Mansoura to work using Linux as I dun think that there will be a company here which would like to recruit a system administrator. I think I’m gonna study Linux in parallel with PHP (I hope), or I may delay the Linux issue for while cause I know that PHP won’t have more than a week self-studying.

So, when we try to analyze these factors, beside my summer training that requires System Administration skills, I have to finish both in one month or less (I hope). I know it’s a matter of courage and some effort, but I think it will be easy cause I love both, web development and system administration.

So, let’s start from today!

The day before yesterday, I told psycho that we need to travel to Ras El-Bar, for only one day, just to change the mood, he told me just call biko and tell him so, and thanks Allah, biko too had the same wish :).

We packed, and biko passed by, psycho had to stay for while cause he had some stuff to finish, and he caught us later there, we had the taxi to the “Micro-Bus” station, the road took almost hour and half, and we reached the market at 7:30. We hanged around for while, searched for new movies in the cinemas there, and we found one of them which had 3 new movies, in one show, so we hurried, paid the tickets’ fees, and the show will begin at nine :)..

Hanging around again till nine, then we went to the cinema (Damn It, we can’t call this a cinema :S), psycho called, “I’m on my way”, “OK, we are waiting you, when you come, just call us”, he came at the beginning of the third movie, so we had to leave to meet him, and again, hanging around.

We went to that cafe, to play some dominoes :D, and biko had to re-charge his mobile :), so we stayed till 2 AM there. We had dinner, and finished at 4 PM, and now, it’s time!..We will go to the beach!!!!!..HORRAAAAAAY, I LOVE being on the beach, just watching the sea, and enjoying -somehow- clean air :D..

We stayed till 6, and here we are, going to leave, we got our packages, and we walked for while, and then we stopped, “Where are we going to?!”, “Leaving..”, “No, let’s go back to the sea”, and we stayed in that conversation almost half an hour..AND!..we are back to the sea, till 9 PM, I got bored and I told them so, so we had to go somewhere else, and we suggested “Al-Lesan”, and seems that psycho didn’t hear that well, he thought that we will leave :D..- ha3adehalak -

We got to another bus, and suddenly we were there in the bus station, psycho said, “Let’s go”, biko answered “Feen?!, yebny e7na ray7een El-Lesan..”, psycho again, “lesan meen yabny, yala nerawa7″, some arguing that didn’t last long..and we are in the car, coming to Mansoura :)..

We had a lot of projects discussed in that car, ask psycho about that (Yekasseb Dahab) :D, and we had much fun :D..We reached Mansoura, mosh shayfeen 2odamna tab3an, “TAXI!”..and everyone is home safe thanks goes to Allah.

Joking, eating, hanging around, working :d, and soooooo much laughing all in one day, it was fantastic, and I enjoyed this one a lot..We haven’t been like for almost 2 years, and I loved being there with you guys, REALLY thanks a lot..

VIVA FRIENDSHIP!!

AnGel, you dunnu how missing you does affect my whole life, affects my mood and my reactions..But I will always thank Allah for that gift, for you. You are an AnGel from above !

This time, I have chosen this title, cause I have a lot to talk about..and I will start with the vacation, really this vacation is horrible, it started with a HUGE mission to be completed, it took almost a week, stress and pressure that surrounded “both of us” encouraged me a lot to achieve this one, and I will always thank Allah for that great achievement!

Next, work, or in another way, finding a job, really, it’s hard for a student to gain the position he seeks from the first opportunity that shows up, it needs some patience and effort. I had an interview in a training center here in Mansoura called RITC, it was on Sunday 10/6. I was asked to tell the manager what courses am I able to teach, and I answered that I’m capable of delivering courses related to web development and Linux, which I’m trying to enhance my skills in - and here comes another problem really -. The manager told me that he is gonna contact me within a week, and I forgot about that issue, till I had a call last Saturday, it was the manager, who was asking about my skills in Flash MX, and I answered that I’m not a designer, I’m a developer, so I have no good experience in flash really, and again, “We will contact you!”, but this time, I doubt it!

Again, the so called “Summer Training”, till now I had no reply from the company to which I have sent my CV, but news says that they didn’t contact anybody till now. I’m a bit worried, cause it’s important for me to have this training. But, what if this company didn’t choose me?! So, I have to search for more companies to apply for the “Summer Training” position, and I ask Allah to grant me success in one of them. ONLY TWO opportunities offered from our college to students to have their “Summer Training”, one of them in “Mansoura Central” and the other one is in “The Electricity Company” in Talkha, and I’m really confused, how can almost 400/500 have their summer training in these companies, beside students from other classes in Electronics Department?!..So I believe that having my training outside that domain will be more efficient - I think -.

Feeling bored, with nothing to do, I thought that I can go to learn driving, it’s a good idea and it will consume spare time. I thought also about studying Linux again, and preparing for one of RH exams, but I suddenly felt no good about that, although it’s VERY IMPORTANT in the present time.

Traveling for one day, is another idea that invades my mind, I think if I changed the atmosphere, it will give me a push to accomplish un-finished stuff.

My father, he is supposed to come arrive safely isA on 30/6, and I think he has some plans for the next month about traveling to a summer resort, beside visiting our relatives that he hasn’t seen for while. Also, another SPECIAL VISIT, has to be done when he comes isA, and this is a major step in my life!..May Allah grant me success in that too.

CAT Code Fighters, everyone of us has a talent, but no one of us know how to get use of this talent in a good manner and an effective one. When I joined this sub-team, I was sure that it will rock, cause Ahmed Abdallah is its founder, but now Ahmed is busy in his graduation project - May Allah be with you Neo -, so we have to deal with the team activities on our own now, till he finishes the project and be with us again. I thought about creating the Fighters System web interface, and I will try to start with that soon isA.

When it comes to CATReloaded it’s really confusing, every foundation is working on its own, and we are not united like we was first, hope it gets better, cause I love that team SO MUCH. I have learned a lot from those guys, and I have gained a lot of friends too, really GOOD friends -Regards for El-Sama7y Guys -.

Pray for me!

This is something that you dun hear everyday, cause you dun feel like what I feel everyday..

What do you think?!Try to get the best of me, and you will always be surprised!..Welcome Back AnGel

I have to admit:

The last week, is one of those weeks that you wait in your life, cause you know that you will achieve most of your goals, like you have never done before.

but, I haven’t heard your voice, seen you, really, I dunno what to can I do more?!..I’m really tired and extremely exhausted..Achieving your goals is a very difficult mission in your life, may be it’s the most difficult one..but you have to.

One may say:

You have to cheer up, you have reached half the way you can reach, and that’s a pretty good achievement.

this is very easy for someone who didn’t live what I have lived in the last year, yeah, the whole year, when you get used of sweet things, and suddenly you can find nothing of them, so you feel like your soul has been taken from you. Every sweet memory, every sweet word and every sweet feeling I have felt..”You” dunno..and please understand me when I say so..