Lifetime

Post by: bingorabbit
Published on May 26th, 2007
Filed under: in.words

It’s always said that, we have to control our lives, not to let our lives control us!..This is a fact that I wanted to share!..and I dunnu why it came up in my mind..

I dunnu why did I switched my PC, signed in here, and started to talk, even I dunnu what to talk about?!..

It’s a very strange feelin’, that I didn’t feel for almost 4 years now..2 days ago I think, I was saying

Words are feelings, when you are happy, you talk in a happy manner, you will find your words happy to express your inner feeling!. But when you are sad, you talk in a sad one, your words come so sad from your mouth, you dun even mean it, but you just find them coming out of you

, it’s a real fact that no one can deny, but when if you can’t talk, you dun even have words to say, what will you feel then?..can we call it a “feeling”?!

I got used to think about almost everything around me, to analyze facts and factors, guessing what will be the next move, from me or anybody, and then wait for the next event to happen, whatever this event is gonna be, but the important thing that I thought about it, I knew that I can face it. I admit, that sometimes I fail, and non of the events I thought about occur, but as I said, the important thing that I thought about the whole situation!..

Once in my lifetime, I didn’t think about an event, may be one of the most important situations that I had to deal with through my whole life, and I had to face it suddenly..I found no words to tell except “I’m Sorry!”..I’m a stubborn guy, I dun like to Sorry so much I admit that too, but when it concerns this, so I had to!..I have told “you” the real reason about my apologize, but another thing to mention, is that I didn’t think about this move, this situation, may be escaping from letting it invade my mind..but, I found myself deeply involved, without a word, as I had no right then!

I will always be here! :)

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